Over four months ago I began telling the story of how I came to choose my church. My sister kindly reminded me I sort of left everyone hanging and she personally wanted to hear the rest of the story. I have not been very consistent with my blogging as of late and I apologize but life gets busy as all of you know. For my sister and those others of you interested here it is - the rest of the story - as accurately and in as much detail as I can now remember being 6 months or so after the events actually took place!
I left off
My Church (part 2) stating a few events occurred leading me to my decision. The first would be the announcement of a new members class being scheduled in the bulletin. To decide for certain if this was the church for me and my family I needed to learn more about the church and get to know some of the people. The new members class I felt would be a good start so I kept looking in the bulletin and the church website for when the class would be scheduled.
In the meantime a reunion with an old friend took me by surprise. One Sunday morning as Ed and I were walking towards the stairwell to get to our usual balcony seats I saw what I thought was a familiar face. I continued walking racking my brain whether or not the person could actually be who I thought. The following Sunday a baptism was scheduled and I read in the bulletin the name of the parents - Beth and Chip. The familiar face was indeed an old friend from college and her husband was the guy she was dating the last we had spoken. In fact one of the last times I saw Beth she had just gotten engaged. At this point a thousand thoughts are running through my mind. What were the chances of running into someone I knew over 10 years ago? Would Beth recognize or remember me? We had one class together and often hung out in the same circle of friends but still, would she know me? And then I started thinking about the kind of life I lived and questioned would I even want her to remember me!
A few Sundays passed before I worked up the courage to speak with Beth. As soon as I said hello she said "Tiffany?" It was a relief. We chatted briefly before church and she invited me to the Women of Faith group that met on Monday nights. Every Sunday following we chatted and after the Ash Wednesday service we exchanged email addresses and decided to get together for lunch. At lunch we were able to catch up and Beth told me a lot about the church and various programs. She has been a member for years and is very involved in the church. Knowing I am definitely more of a quiet and shy person she offered to introduce me to some people.
It was such a great lunch and I am so happy I got over my embarrassment of my younger days and approached Beth. In fact never really have those days even came up and when I think about it now it is kind of ridiculous for me to even let it bother me. I definitely made some mistakes and bad choices but God has forgiven me and I am certainly a different person now. It seems at times a lifetime ago and definitely time for me to let it go.
I have been attending Women of Faith regularly since my lunch with Beth. I attended the new members classes where I got to know my pastor better and he got to know a little about me and my family. I met quite a few other people wanting to become members and met some existing members as well. I learned quite a bit about the church. I felt home at this church and knew this is where God wanted me to be.
There was no one big sign from God "Tiffany this is your church!" but instead God took away all my excuses for putting it off, all the reasons why I was not sure. I had been attending this church for over a year. Beth was a member and had been attending the entire time but never had we noticed each other before. I had been really praying to meet someone, get to know someone and then one Sunday there was someone I already knew. Coincidence? I was too timid to call the church office and meet with the pastor about becoming a member and then there it was in black and white - a new members class beginning. God was giving me gentle nudges here and there. God was answering my prayers.
On May 16th I was baptized and became a member. It was a really great day.
Over the past few months I've gotten to know quite a few people. I volunteered for VBS in June and as of yesterday can check off one of my resolutions as being reached because finally I made it to Sunday School. I went to the Family Life class where they were starting a new study "Boundaries with Kids" and Gabrielle went to the 2-3-4 year old class while Samantha was in the nursery. After church I attended the Children's Council meeting where I found myself signing up to help with a couple of upcoming events planned. I am eager to get more involved with church, with missions and with various other programs.
This church is my home. It is a place I can learn and grow in my relationship with God. It is a place I can serve and follow God's calling. There have definitely been times the past few years when I did not think my prayers would ever be answered, when I did not think I would ever find my place. But God did answer my prayers and He was listening and He had a plan all along.